lookin coool
beam me up
reading : project hail mary
listening : a lot of david byrne / talking heads
^ employee of the month ^
lookin coool
reading : project hail mary
listening : a lot of david byrne / talking heads
^ employee of the month ^
31.05.2026
r0bbie came along to zutphen ! very nice and fun
and this little sweetie who had a very fancy name like williamton but i forgor
30.05.2026
zissa jacht, that supermarket " MCD jouw supermarkt " or something like that had a super odd liminal vibe but i also liked it, a lot like a boni.
jacintha and monny came over <3
it was so nice to see them and i went swimming in the mud on accident lol. jacintha made really tasty rhubarb compote that we ate over yoghurt and i made a tasty couscous chickpea salad.
29.05.2026
museum observations
ellens students show " de koelkast in " with amazingly cool musical fridges
28.05.2026
back at it again in zutphen
paulo's farewell party, he also talked about me and kim for a bit which i was very grateful for
27.05.2026
thumb cam upgrade ! its the g10 :-]
i had the same weird sd error as last time but after a couple of resets it works great :-]
im in love with my new bike i think. i forgot what i was missing, cycling fast
been taking a dive in de kromme rijn to cool off from the heat at night, also something i didnt know i was missing
26.05.2026
been working on some cool pages for this site, like a tumblr moodboard and a clippings collection. norbert said i should stop working on this site to focus and he's right sooo ive been working on my portfolio site instead lol
25.05.2026
picking up the key for the storage @ the sups
then selling tickets in lochem with dirk
gini, valentine, timon, arthur, ireen and aceton hanging out in the garden !! playing doen durf of de waarheid hehe
24.05.2026
playing stationswoorden with dirk, hiding out at buitenpost where he frickin got my ass !!! then we took the bus over de afsluitdijk which was fun soooo
23.05.2026
picking up my sexy new bike and cycling 75km in drenthe but i lost my frickin tamagotchi so i had to cycle back and couldn't go to the hunebedden that i was looking forwards to :-/
22.05.2026 09:17
here's what i got for my bday :
20.05.2026
i've decided that i want to make the world a better place now that im 27. i want to do this by doing little things that make any form of difference, a little goes a long way.
i noticed that someone wrote NSB and drew a swastika on this trash can near my house. i covered it in flowers, because at least my scribbles improve the world a little.
20.05.2026 10:39
well its my birthday, im 27 !
19.05.2026
17.05.2026
a little train time with dirk :-] we ate the little monchou cake i made
17.05.2026
bday lunch
16.05.2026 22:05
it feels like my head has been hurting for like, a week now. i feel weird. i always feel weird but i feel even weirder and out of place and out of my body and i cannot settle i cannot find peace i cannot rest i cannot sleep i cannot. anything. idk if its Just That Birthday Feeling or the times or the fact that it has been feeling like everything everywhere all at once. perhaps i should rewatch that movie. everyone is telling me what to do or how i should live without asking a question. dad says he does but he has been monologing too just like my mom and grandma and whoever else im talking to. everyone seems worried. im worried too but also not but nothing feels like its been helping. been yoyoing a lot, cutting the circulation from my middle finger. honestly i mostly just want a hug. i want to lay against someone and feel alright. feel like i dont have to be anywhere or go anywhere. everything has been feeling unsafe, even my own house. i cannot seem to settle, making myself go on the move so i can avoid whatever i need. i dont feel like a priority, not even to myself. its the reality ive fabricated but i have mad e it my own prison.
16.05.2026
nandos last exhibition
15.05.2026
coen came over
14.05.2026
found out the screen of this camera was broken
13.05.2026
amsterdam visit after work
10.05.2026
mothersday
robbies birthday
09.05.2026
ruben + lucienne's 80s party
09.05.2026
hunting in amsterdam with dirk and iggy
08.05.2026
jets memorial
and sobering up on the way home after hunting in dieren after wanting to chomp
07.05.2026
masten near vierakker
06.05.2026
computa play weird science by oingo boingo
hello
its monday, may 4th in 2026. im sitting at my desk working away on my journal. i haven't been working in my journal much, i've kinda lost touch with it. to be honest i am dealing with healing from burnout i think. like im just now realising it and it explains recovery a lot.
look at me making a weird ass website !! im going it !!!!!!!
imakuni <3